Blue Monday's Daring Blog

Blue Monday's Daring Blog

Servitude - The Confessor

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My ‘audience’ with Lady Sonia was arranged for a Friday afternoon in late May.  I drove all the way to a little village near Lincoln with an increasing sense of excitement, knowing that I was going into the complete unknown.  There was a sense of exhilaration at knowing that I was to be subservient to a woman of such feminine perfection and that I was to be forced to worship her on her terms.  Somehow I found the prospect of being completely subservient rivetingly alluring.  I was not out of my comfort zone as I knew how to look after myself, but I was willing to hand myself over to service this goddess.  I found the thought of being at Lady Sonia’s whim deeply arousing……

Immediately upon my arrival I knew I’d made the right ... [more]

Learning Curves

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The night arrived. I was nervous, but reinforced by a considerable surplus of irrepressible, youthful adrenalin. I had absolutely no idea what to say or do. I just trusted my intuition. It’s called a learning curve. Sometimes steep. Mont Ventoux. Sometimes you have to stop riding, get off your bike and push it to the summit in order to learn your lesson. But this was biology, physics and chemistry all rolled into one and I was useless at science.

Heart-in-mouth occasions don’t happen that often in life. But ringing that doorbell for a flat that transpired to be above an off-licence in a non-descript street in London, SW3, was definitely one of those moments. Did anyone live there? Would they have any idea who I was? Who were they? Would they like me? What was I doing…& ... [more]